| Time
passes slowly in a pressured room,
Even
a room with a view.
A
privileged room,
A
room with a view.
Only
the few who know what to do,
Spend
their days in a room with a view.
On
the dot of eight o'clock,
A
plastic key in a plastic lock.
I
pretend not to hear,
Then
feign surprise when I open my eyes.
And
see them standing there.
'That
time already', I always say,
And
they alway smile.
On
the dot of twelve o'clock,
Another
plastic key in the same plastic lock.
I
stare out the window not wanting to look.
'It's
only me', he always says,
And
I always smile and tell him to fuck off.
Normally,
on the dot of five o'clock,
I
hear a plastic key in the plastic lock.
But
not today.
And
I don't know what to say.
So
I bite my nails and say nothing.
A
break from routine, however routine,
Is
always obscene.
And
if I'm obscene I have to redeem,
Wash
myself clean.
With
lukewarm water in a plastic sink,
Which
always makes me think.
Time
passes slowly in a pressured room.
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